why do I keep doing it?
I'm talking about smoking. I haven't smoked cigarettes for about 1 year and was getting along just fine without them, then all of a sudden I had a really big urge to buy a packet. Rather than use my will power I hastily found the nearest shop and bought a pack of 10.
It was as if being smoke free for the last 12 months had never happened. I'm now constantly looking for excuses to "nip outside". It's not as if cigarettes suddenly taste any better.
I could put it down to the stresses of parenthood but I don't really want to start blaming the little one for her Fathers weak will power.
Maybe I should try some of those patches this time.
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